Dear Blog..Now is 7:20am. I have been awake for 36 hours and 20 minutes. Man i wish i can sleep. My Head hurts, yet i cant get to sleep. I tried gettin in to MSN but oso cant get in. Seems to me 2dae is lyk nt a gd dae 2 start wif..
KatanaJayz
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Insomnia
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Friday, September 29, 2006
Life
Life, what a joke. It is said to be a journey but you will never know where you are heading, especially when..
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Old friend found
Hey, i recently contact an old friend in primary sch. And now, he is simply a great guy. He is now debating his own "genre". I may nt b gd in english 2 uds it, but i think his blog is worth 2 visit. i have linked him onto my blog. His online name is called "leounheaot" which is a rootword for lionheart. Its similar 2 me, however for me is wat i m searching and him is wat he is displaying. i sincerely hope dat whoever visited him thru my blog will show respect 2 his view and dun post sum unwanted comments.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Post
in dis episode, i shall share all my learnings i had learn so far abt life 2 every1 reading my blog. If you dun wan 2 read, u can click de red button wif a white X in it at de top right hand of ur screen. thx u.
Here goes
In this society, pressure and stress get the best of every1 ard u. Ppl start 2 dun trust each other and b v tense. In my opinion, dere will b some idiots dat will brighten up other ppl life or just get luff at for being an idiot. but dose ppl r v few. so i tot 2 myself, y wun i b dat idiot. at least de returns is v satisfying. Mayb i can do a part for dis society. Well, and so i m now. but sum how, i messed things up. Dere is luffter but no smile..A smile is from de heart not from a sudden action. And so i decided 2 change, but bad things doesnt come in single. It became a habit, well, nt stupid idiot dat kind, but a lamer. Lamer dun c smiles, dey just hear insults. I learnt a lesson: If u wan 2 c smiles, do it in a heartwarming way.
Another 1 will b relationship. i dun care wat kind, as long as it is a relationship. once sumthing happen in a relationship and de impact is quite big, things will nv b de same again. speaking from personal opinion. for example, dat guy..as in dat guy la, i m single parent, k. de r/s will nv b de same. regardless of how long and wat he will do in de future. it oso apply 2 other r/s too. lesson learnt: Dun regret, the pain will b lesser.
When a girl treat a guy gd, he will think she lyk him. But when a guy treat a girl gd, she will think he is a gd friend.
Dun lyk your best friend if u r nt v sure dat it will work out, coz u will lose 1 dearest friend. (base on others experience)
It takes 1 minute 2 make a friend, half a life time 2 maintain it, and 1 second 2 lose it. Things dun come easy.
Dun act hero, know ur limits..if u dun wan 2 hurt others ard u.
If you haben been in love, you are classified as "lonely"
If you have been in love b4 but out, you are classified as "bored"
If u r feeling lonely, dun wry, ur friends will pull u thru. but if u r bored, dun wry, u r experienced, be a better person nxt time. actually i onli fit 2 sae de 1st part(haha)
Mayb dere is sumore but i might nt b able 2 rmb so i shall stop now.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
gogogo
I m a 2-faced guy. many ppl noe, either i dam serious or i dam lame. only dis 2. however, and i mean however, rare case la, if i m nt both, u can noe i super blur. haha. k, when i m losing sleep ytd nite(how can u losing sleep, but nvm, continue), i tot of sum things lame, so i intend 2 share wif u all, haha.
Love is a game for 2-----(i haven got a username)
What comes around goes around-----(how do u make it start?)
Make ends meet-----(so where does dis go into?)
breathe in and breathe out-----(nose la, den where? mouth?? oso can leh, opps)
leave no stones unturned-----(welcome 2 stoneville!!! whahah)
an apple a day keeps de doctor away-----(who nids vampires and garlic, we haf doctors and apples)
A super duper uber extra-ordinary wonderful powerful powderful guy-----(Jayton. Wat??)
Thx u 4 ur kind browsing..hope u haf a pleasant visit.
haha, k, now for wat happen 2dae..haha.
2dae well, planning 2 go 2 kh hse 2 play whole day. so we met at e hse 1st 2 bring his ps2 2 play. i brought risk along too. we met at 10am. i woke up dam early. reasons? cant sleep, haha. e oso woke up early and jj alr reach dere. de one who sae 10am was kh and he was late!!!! he just woke up..diao..aha. so we waited for him den we had bfast. de bfast was a rip off..at coffeeshop but nt nice and exp..sian..haha
den we went his hse play risk and ps2 whole day. haha. since dis year i haf been playin risk and nv win once. finally i won 1, haha. nt bad. haha. coz i simpleminded la, den kip chionging. alwaes depend on luckless luck. haha. but nt bad, once. haha.
dats all la, nth much. other dan super tiring head(risk is a strategy game so head aching) and rash(stuffy la) haha. still okay la.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Quiz
There is a saying in chinese "misfortune dont come in single", i haf a better one, tagging dun come in single. i got tag again..haha. diff qn dis time. dis time..de qns..well..cranky..haha. but wat de heck, all for de sake of fun. haha.
The quiz!!! Tagged by Kathleen. Random is the word. GOGOGO!!!
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.
5. Bold the questions and answers that swack. (??)
How are you feeling today?
This is our life by Bosson
(Nt bad Nt bad. Live de life for urself. haha.)
Will you get far in life?
I believe by Bosson
(quite true..)
How do your friends see you?
What if by Kate Winslet
(it doesnt link, NL!!)
Will you get married?
Pokemon theme song..
(Wat!!! u think dis is a JOKE!! sad..)
What is your best friend's theme song?
Cant help falling in love with you by UB40
(Random..but..)
What is the story of your life?
If you dont know me by now by Simply Red
quite..true..
What was high school like?
fan zhuan di qiu by Wilber Pan
(????????? Nice song la)
How can you get ahead in life?
I'm Good by Blaque (Ba~la~kui)
(keke, i m good)
What is the best thing about your friends?
I Still by Backstreet Boys
(They are ever changing?? haha.)
What is in store for this weekend?
Drowning by Backstreet Boys
(Great, am i going swimming?? sadly no.)
What song describes you?
Dreaming of you by Selena
To describe your grandparents?
Free loop by Daniel Powter
(Never!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XXXXXXXXXX)
How is your life going?
Take me to your heart by Michael Learns to Rock
(If its toking abt loneliness, sure. haha)
What song will they play at your funeral?
All Because of you by Bosson.
(I must haf been murdered, haha)
How does the world see you?
Go (Naruto Japanese theme song)
(glad the world uds dat i m fighting to make things go my way, haha)
Will you have a happy life?
Don't wanna lose you by C21
(guess not, sob)
What do your friends really think of you?
Superman by five for fighting
(hey guys, u sure??????)
Do people secretly lust after you?
More than words
(-.-)"
How can I make myself happy?
Change the world by V6
(mission impossible..)
What should you do with your life?
We will meet again by Bosson
(k, i m sadist)
Will you ever have children?
She's the one by Robbie Williams
(not answering..)
What/who do you miss most currently?
Human by Human league
(i dont know..)
Now for the victims:
Samantha (wahaha, revenge is sweet)
Sharon (can u do, pls)
Joleen (old pal, its really funny)
Tricia (Boon ah Boon ah Boon ah Boon)
Darren (dont give me onli Jay chou and David tao nia)
YuZhen (do when u r free)
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Guess i m tagged. haha. Alto i really wan 2 sae anything but i will try. Alot of brain cells leh..
I got tagged by SAMiie (Samantha)
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their PERFECT LOVERS.
Specify the gender of the target.
Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged.
If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
Gender: female
@ caring
@ quiet
@ honest
@ haf a nice smile
@ knows and understand me well
@ respect others
@ enduring
@ love me regardless of anything about me
Do i haf 2 cost some harm? haha, and its hard 2 find someone wifout ** and de following i dun even noe whether dey haf anot.. haha
Ppl i tagged:
1) Darren (ah boy, just do it)
2) Tricia (nothing personal, just havin fun)
3) Kathleen (haha, for de sake of fun)
4) YuZhen (u shld b dun haf ba, haha)
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Saturday, September 16, 2006
wow wow
Hey hey hey, its been long time since i saw kathleen. she was my pri5 and 6 classmate? yahyah. haven been seeing her since den. 5 years. wow. nice and quiet gal, and de mark she obtained is lyk wow. haha. Last chat was lyk few months ago in msn yah, haha. haben been mittin up. Our old school is Rosyth Primary. Its RP and alwaes tio mix up by raffles primary, but no, we r rosyth primary. our class is 605, and we luv gatherings. and y wasnt i inform of de previous gathering??? weird. late last year i still got go seh and didnt see kat, and now she went for de previous i wasnt dere. funny seh. but nvm. haha. It brings back old memories too. Miss my G.COW too. Goh Chen Ong Wang. haha. it was my small grp in primary school. I m Jayton Goh, den i haf my 3 other friends, Chen Han Cai, Ong Yan Han and Raymond Wang. de last one we alwaes call him Raymona wang la. haha. abit girlish but dun wry, he is 100% man. dun ask me y, i m just guessing too. haha. And guess wat, i recently found out dat my old class 605 haf a blog too. its managed by 4 ppl i think. If allowed, i will link wif dem..however, de last post ended lyk late '05. wonder will it still b updating anot..
Been rotting lately. kip staying at home. finally get de newspaper bought and lata going 2 circle. haha, lyk small adult now seh, lookin for job. few years down de road i will b doing de same. y dun i start now, haha.
soon, i will start de "qn" again. keyword "soon". haha.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Thursday, September 14, 2006
My mind is active when i m asleep. i think i told dat to many of my friends. Dese few daes, i haf been losing sleep, somehow, my mind is in a sleepy mood. It made me think of many things i nv tot of. Wat kind of life haf i been living all dese years? how bout trying a new kind of life 2 live. A life called live for myself.
And so, i decided: to live for myself. oh yah, i m okay, nothing is wrong wif me. just being enlightened by some of my tots. Haha.
i got back my results on de 13th, dey(tp email) lie 2 me. dey did send on de 13, but at 4pm. I got 3 C, 1 C+ and 1 B+. B+ is CSA(computer system application), miracle!!!! tot it was my weakest subj. haha. Still hunting for job. Mayb i will look at at newspaper on sat. And oh yah, thx abel for giving me some lobang thru aaron. XIEXIE. however is sales, i m nt cut out for it, thx.
Dose who pass their exam, gratz. dose who fail, gd luck for ur supp, dun b sad. work harder. as for me, contented is de word.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Results will out on the 14, not 13, haiz, i still stay overnite just 2 wait for my results.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Life's boring. Sleeping time distorted. Results out tommorrow. Some1 save me!
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Monday, September 11, 2006
ang
Eric (Async)
- Not bad la, be my bro for so long, other dan lyk 2 find excuses for almost everything but dam gd liao la.
- for 1 week, sleep at 10~11pm
- orange. abit strange but sort of carry warm
- your way of playin games. play ur wae cfm will b safe de. haha
- fighting with kuah, haha
- turtle? lyk 2 take ur time..
- did u lyk sum1 new?
It's all about been free
Saturday, September 09, 2006
hmm, dunno is dey 2 noe anot, but wat de heck..lets tag!!!
Darren (Mr.Bob)
- Man u r gd at dota and anything close 2 it. but when it come 2 td and all dose, u sux..haha.
- Dun sae vulgarities until u are 20years old.
- purple. you are gay. haha.
- hmm, ur punctuality. i m alwaes late.
- your words "dun stand in circle leh, v sia suay"
- horse. lyk 2 chiong yet noe how 2 take ur own pace..
- y do u care so much abt ur hair?
Samantha (SAMiie)
- I have nv seen any1 being so distracted lyk u do, u r number 1!
- be silent fo 24hrs. c how u do dat. haha.
- black. hey, all ur clothes are black, just realise. haha.
- ur enthu power..dam cheerful, haha
- allowing me 2 go toilet when we r in sec sch. i so sia suay sia..
- squirrel. u noe hammy, u r 10 times, no, 100 times more crazy dan it. haha
- alwaes see u smile, but r u happy?
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Friday, September 08, 2006
1st
AH HA, my 1st customer: Sharon (tag me lyk buay song, hehe)
- Buay song ah, 3 tag, so m i suppose 2 type dis 3 times? tiring leh.
- spike ur hair?
- blue. cool *leng ku*
- de cold part, lyk nothing bothers you, dam cool *leng ku*
- askin me 2 move de chairs during string orchestra and den ask me 2 leave when it is all done..grrr
- polar bear cub, it is small, white and live in ANTARTICA!!! dam cool *leng ku*
- how u make urself so cool *leng ku*? i oso wan leh.
- ur turn. haha
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
game moh
Saw this on Snow Queen's blog:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.
Try try lor. hheehee. U tag me, i do for u..if i noe you, haha.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
happy dae!
after minutes of attempts, i finally log in 2 blogger..haha.
glad for u..
i made a wise decision..
2dae even though nt much but i had alot of fun..many funny things happened.
I woke up, (lucky my mum went home) had bfast and start 2 wait for tmd's call 2 go job huntin. At 2pm, she called. she told me she sms me b4hand and ask me 2 mit her at 2pm..it sounded dat she is at home..plus i didnt saw any from her, she checked, dunno got wat error, so fail send, haha. so nv mind, mit at 3 instead.
when reach dere, both dam paiseh 2 ask ppl for job..den start 2 massive call other ppl for help, haha. CC(use short form in case lata tio complain) said dey onli employ ppl dat can work a minimum of 6 months, PL onli pay 4bucks, tmd dun wan..
so we still findin, tmd saw sum of her old friends den she tok wif dem, den tio job offer from dem, waseh, so lucky..none of my friends got lobang leh..maybe haf but i dunno, haha. k, aft dat we went pasar malam, walk walk and eat my old time fav taiwan sausage. i noe is unhygenic but who cares..got walk pass a taiwan smelly beancurd stall, wan 2 buy, but smell overwhelming so tmd siam. as for me i dun mind and wan 2 try, but dun wan 2 b so ungentleman so oso dun buy..1 dae, 1 dae i will get it..aft dat we go seperate ways
aft dat i went my brothers hse..at 1st reach dere quite sian, dun fell lyk doing anything..e played dota den pass 2 his real brother 2 play, jj was at his own hse playin too, thru internet. den lata, had dinner wif e. den jj and kh came. had a game of HARRY POTTER CLUEDO!! nice game, lose terribly, all of us are quite scheming so dam hard 2 play..using our str but as de wittest among all of us, kh won, haha. aft dat, MASSIVE CARD GAME!!!! Feel lyk small kids sia, but dam nice. played TAI DI, big 2. but no chips nt fun so how? we use monopoly money 2 play dam massive and dam fun. coz onli got 4 bro so just nice..zr wasnt dere. we played 4ppl until 1 out..startin kh and i own big 2, coz we are slightly betta at thinkin..he think logically while i anyhow think (dat is a compliement, i dun care u, bla). so, v quickly, jj is out, whaha. so left kh, e and me. den we play showhand..we called it showhand la, even though its poker.
similarly, kh and i own..kh use tactical and i use luck..(dat is still a compliement and dun u dare make comments, DUN!) k, den e is out so onli left me and kh, SHOW DOWN!!!!! we played ban luk(21 points aka blackjack). suai-ly, i m de banker, den he stake some of his monopoly money, worth 700, wow. and i onli haf 1k, so k la. den wats de result? ban luk i gor ling bao, swee..means lose wif 5 cards in hand, must pay double, 1k pay 1.4k?????? so i lose, in de end, winner is kh, haha. i m de 1st runner up, sounds cool, haha. And guess wat time is den? 1220am!!!!! dam late, no bus..oh my, my bros and i played 5 hrs straight..haha.
den we sae bb 2 e and his whole family and we 3 walk home..onli walk hm and gdma call so i run home, perspire all de wae seh, haha. but nvm, when i was running, i saw de last bus went pass me, dam sian..haha.
so u sae, isint 2dae interestin???? haha. personally, i liked 2dae or shld b de 5th. 5th of sept is a nice dae, shall rmb it, haha.
P.S. job huntin fail..will try again on de 6th
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Monday, September 04, 2006
sad
Had a bad dae 2dae..v bad dae.. Woke up at 2pm 2dae, went 2 brush my teeth, wash face den eat lunch(wake up late so bfast skip), den ma start 2 kao bei, kao bei over nth..none stop for lyk half an hr or so..dam sian..eat lunch oso cannot eat in peace..cannot tahan so walk out of de hse..
when i was outside, i felt dat i nid sum1 2 tok 2..called, but sound kinda busy so nvm, tot i will b alone so kinda wander ard.. aft dat call e again, found out he was free so went 2 his hse 2 *pi nan* awhile..dam stressed..
ponderin over how 2 get rid of de nasty feeling inside me..suddenly feel so vulnerable, haha.
den rot his hse a few hrs lor..my job hunt postpone 2 tmr..2dae was nt a gd dae and everything kinda screw up for me..going job huntin wif tmd, near our hse de..hope 2 find 1 la..
just an unlucky guy..wonder will i cause any misfortune 2 tmd tmr..hope not..
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Sunday, September 03, 2006
job bo job job
AHHHHHHH!!!!! Now inflammation..great, ytd shldnt eat LJS for dinner..haha.
zr buay song me, i sick oso must bully me. haha. thx kh and snow queen for de care..appreciate it.
Wat haf i been doing for de last few daes..thursdae aft sch hang out wif bros..fridae hang out wif bros..saturdae hang out wif bros..2dae, went 2 bro's hse 2 hang out..WAIT A MINUTE!! Everyday all go my bro hse and hang out??????? Oh my....
same old story seh..go dere, play PS2, suan each other, luff at each other, make each other angry, eat dinner at e's hse downstairs, wats new..
but dun wry, a new anew..will b lookin for jobs, must start 2 make life interestin, hope 2 mit new ppl. (alto i haben found 1 yet). going for job huntin tmr, wish me luck..yes U, DE ONE STARING IN DE SCREEN NOW!!!!! WISH ME LUCK!!!! AND I SAE NOW!!! NOW !!!! TAG ME 2 WISH ME LUCK!! TAG!!!!
sry, just being myself, whahahahahhaha.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Saturday, September 02, 2006
~es's bdae
I M SICK!!!!!!!!!!! GOT COUGH, HEADACHE, DAM SICK!!!, who 2 care 4 me..liang tei(herbal tea) haha.
2dae is e's bdae, went 2 his hse 2 sae happy bdae. we r mainly bunch of poor guys, verbal sae happy bdae and treat a game of pool every1 is enuff la. haha.
and dats it..
got tok 2 my bros, tok 2 dem abt de jobs i plannin 2 work, how we dress, how jj is v attractive and alot girls wan his number..(1 minute of silence)..nvm, some guys r born 2 haf dis kind of treatment, while sum aint (dun think of me, DUN!). den still tok 2 jj abt de strange dream i had..he gave me a gd advice..dun think abt it..its true. ri you sou si ye you sou mong..i shant think of it anymore..haha..try la..
den came home, played dota, funny map, den electric jump, swee, whole hse black black..sian..
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free
Friday, September 01, 2006
Dreamz
2dae i wake up, played dota wif ah boy and e. i wasnt good and i haf a lag com but quite fun la. at least i dun die dat much. haha. aft dat my cousin came..he played my com so i go 2 e hse 2 play. play liao den come back. 2dae kinda bored la..bo bian, sch end liao ma..many many days 2 go b4 sch reopens..haiz..
hmm, kids dese daes mature quite fast leh. buying dinner dat time, saw some lyk primary sch kids wearing fashionable clothing and hang out in grps..dam pro seh..made me think dat my life was kinda bore in de past, haha. mayb i was a mountain tortoise last time..AND NO, I M NT A MOUNTAIN TORTOISE NOW! xiexie.
I haf learnt nt 2 be angry le..quite happy. i noe of sum1 who lyks 2 make me angry..but i overcome it, whaha.
KatanaJayz
It's all about been free